Takayanagi Akane ameblo 2013-05-07 23:52
Churi has been back to her long ameblo entries lately showing how she had been worrying and even though she said the other day on G+ she was feeling better after receiving advices from members and staff, there is still a lot unsolved… The problem lies deeper than KII captain only worries, it affects all members. The whole 48 family maybe. Why having elections? Why making wota spend so much if it brings no results? Can you still hope for something if you’re a sister group member out of senbatsu? And even then…
I think Churi voiced the concerns of many here. Hmm.
My infinite gratitude to all of you for your comments m(_ _)m
It’s abrupt but…
Did you have the time
to look at AKB General Elections
The costume I picked this year
is from SKE48’s
「Kono Hi no Chime wo Wasurenai」
It’s the cute cute
that was created just for myself
for my own MV (*^_^*)♪
And since it had been made for my exclusive use,
I decided to present myself wearing it
without further add-on ヽ(・∀・)ノYa-hoo!!!!
I decided on this costume because
I wanted to bring a smile on everyone’s face.
Last year, wearing my Magical Radio outfit
I gave a serious speech,
But after thinking about it, I realized
that acting normal made me boring…
I wanted something as impactful as the
bird kigurumi from 2 years ago…
….What could do?…
There was only THIS!!
Here is how I decided on this get-up (laugh)
Well you see, my taking on general elections
is overall serious.
But I’m pretty sure
my fans didn’t wish to see me
being all stern,
in a banal outfit
in my appeal video.
All the contrary,
I would have risked to make them worry!!!
Speak of getting all worked up
all by myself (laugh)
What I mean here is that
my enthusiasm is “normal”, for one!!!
Those who haven’t watch it yet,
Also allow me to get back on a certain topic
As you know
I decided to run
in this year elections.
But if it had not been for the 11 members who graduated,
I’m not sure I would have announce my candidacy.
Seeing so many members graduate,
Being brought apart
Sending off senpai and watching their retreating figures
Sending off kouhai running after their dreams
I may not be able to make a big difference
But I thought I had to support SKE48.
I’ve always been choosen to be part
of SKE48 senbatsu since Aozora Kataomoi
I’m a 2nd generation member
when SKE48 already reached its 6th generation.
Junior members are increasing…
Running was the only option
offering itself to me this year.
I’m not part of the next generation
Neither am I a symbol of the present generation.
Honestly I think my position is delicate.
Haven’t I miss my shot at making people recognize me
as a leading figure?
There were times where I worried about those things.
But if I had failed at showing the way to others
then I thought I would at least support them.
「SKE48’s days are coming」
I decided I wanted to make it lives through me
during those elections.
I’m of SKE48.
I’m not of AKB48
and yet, I want to enter senbatsu.
I’ll put my faith in everyone and hope for good result,
to become SKE48’s omen.
I talked about it
with fans who came
at our handshake events.
if there are elections,
if we are given the choice to run or not,
I will most certainly choose not to run.
Last year thanks to everyone support,
I made it to Under Girls.
But during this one year
Even after obtaining such result
Things barely changed for me.
But it’s definitely not true only for me.
I don’t want to sound more pessimistic than necessary
is incredibly frustrating.
I feel deeply sorry for my fans.
I don’t know
how things will go during those elections,
if its result will change anything.
But I’ve made my goal to be able,
to invite my fans see me on stage,
if only to just one,
No matter how small,
I want to present you with
this one thing, this one place where my real me will be able to shine.
Because elections exist,
that’s the goal I’ve set for myself.
one last thing!
To all the fans who have been supporting me every year until now,
And to new fans
who started accompany me
who care for me
I want to express my sincere gratitude!!!!
You’re invaluably precious to me!!!
Together, let’s give this last battle
with enthusiasm and while enjoying ourselves
Please take care of me(^◇^)v!!!
(鳥 T y To)っChuri
I fully understand churi-san!
I love your sincerity and love for SKE <33